As Christians we all may have been in situations where we knowingly or unknowingly compete either for leadership, status, or role. The disciples themselves got caught up in their need to see who was greatest among them.
Stop comparing yourself to others. “Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the Lord Almighty.” Zechariah 4:6 Only God can make someone wise and have understanding. Only God can make the weak strong and the strong weak.