Stop comparing yourself to others. “Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the Lord Almighty.” Zechariah 4:6 Only God can make someone wise and have understanding. Only God can make the weak strong and the strong weak.
Who would be blessed when you obey God’s call? Trust and Obey God.
As a Christian, do you want a lukewarm or burning hot relationship and prayer life with God?
God knows our heart and deepest desires. Reflect on whether you are seeking the Kingdom or you seek the Kingdom benefits?